Vent

I know I shouldn't need to vent about this at all because I know better then this. But I just want my belly fat to MELT off! Before when I was 'fat' I didn't have the weird baby belly fat that jiggles like so. It has gone down considerably since I gave birth and I know its going to take more then just me walking to get rid of it. But I just want it to magically fall off! Of course that's not going to happen so I really need to start doing either my 8 minute abs and arms or pilates again while Olie is sleeping during the day and going for walks.
All my weight is in my thighs right now and that was from me not walking or jogging while pregnant. My bad. I wish I had at least kept up with walking, but it was so hard when I got off work at 6pm. I keep telling myself that's its okay and yes I know it is...but its going to take time again.
I am also eating sugar this time, no not mass amounts. But I crave it. I do now know that I need to eat it with protein, which I try to eat it only after a meal. I am really good at this, but I need to get better at portioning my sugar.
I got a short 20 min walk in today.
Okay I am done complaining.... sorry I will be more positive next time.