Why did I just eat that

Okay the hubs left today and I was feeling a little down... and so I have been munching on food all night, even cookie dough. I want to go puke now! Why did I just eat at that crap? I want to cry! I think I have to take the dogs for a walk now...and then cry later.




...later on this evening...

So instead of going for a walk I thought I would try Wii Fit out. I have never tried it before and I already had a strong opinion about it. My opinion is that it really isn't a 'workout' its more for people who are fit and they want to learn how to balance. First off I set my up previous Wii person and I picked my female trainer, then I did my bday, my height and all that fun stuff. Then it makes you wait while it calculates your BMI... wait for it... I don't know how accurate my BMI is on right hand side of the blog is, but the Wii stuck me right there too.. guess it did change since I gained 4lbs this week... so much for my -5 week. And they put me over weight for my height. ( I am sorry I am not a perfect 132lbs and I don't want to be)  Not to forget my Wii age was calculated at 39. Wow... that made my night even better! (Not) I did however burn 164 calories in 37 minutes which burned off either my little snack of chips or my wee bit of cookie dough... I don't know which one I like best. But whatever what is done is done.

I really need to get back on track and it seems like I have been saying that a lot lately. Sadly its the truth so I probably should. I have gained weight this week which really sucks ass, so I am behind on everything. I really need some motivation again! So this time I am going to say that if I can get down 7lbs by June 26th (my 25th birthday) then I am going to go shopping for some new clothes. Screw the Uggs at this point! Yes I still want some but new clothes will make me feel even better. So new goal- 7lbs in 26 days... and if I can get down 10lbs that would be even sweeter.

The other thing that has really been bugging me lately is that I feel like I am breaking out like a 16 year old teen again. My forehead looks like crap and my chest area even worse. I don't know why... and it really bothers me. I have been trying to shower every day and not pick or touch it, but what can I say... urrg. What do you do to help with acne? Any secrets that work for you? Let me know!

I should really go, I have a big day tomorrow...starting with a work out!

-Juliana