Really [Busy]

I haven't blogged in so long I sorta feel out of sync. For awhile I was house and dog sitting for my In-Laws and I couldn't find enough time to blog... that's not true actually I had the time but they have a mac computer and I loath macs! I also had cable up there so I watched a lot of the Food Network [i miss that]. That week I also started work back [i didn't miss that].
It was so hard leaving Oliver with my hubby to go to work and then everything at work crapped out! They are cutting back our studio hours and now its retarded to even drive the 25miles I do ONE way for 25 hours a week. So I am trying to find a way that I can be a SAHM [stay at home mom for those who didn't know]. I think I would be more happy watching my little guy and doing something I like. I loved my job, but its not worth it anymore.
So these are my options that I have come up with:

• In-Home Child Care Provider (1-2 kids)
• Open a Studio in my town ( in my dreams)
• Open a baby boutique/ Cloth Diaper store ( the boutique here is closing)

Its not a very long list, but its just the start of my thinking. I wish I was as talented as most women out there and could sew my ass off and makes home made things. I can bake... but wouldn't want to do that and sell stuff. I love genealogy...if I could get paid to do it for other people that would be AMAZING! I could design invites and small graphic designs...but everyone is doing that. I just wish I had a talent other then photography and being a loving mom who just wants to stay at home with her son.
O another thing that happened to me last week was killing my cat. Yes you read right. I am an animal killer. It was the saddest thing ever and as annoying as she was I loved her and we miss her around here. I ran her over if you really wanted to know the details. Its mean to say, but now I have somewhere to put my vacuum that normally sits behind me in the office. [her litter box was in a closet in the kitchen]

PAUSE

my cousin is in town and we are going to go for a walk.. she just called.